Sometimes, I get melancholy. I log onto YouTube. And listen to sad songs. I just do. I also pretend to be able to belt out some of the really high notes.
I am generally a happy person. Ok, I complain my share. But for the most part, I am happy.
But I do get melancholy.
There's something about a sad song that just gets to me. I'm still not sure if I understand why. Am I melancholy? Am I sentimental? Or do I just like feeling this mood? I work in an environment where I need to be a positive person. Maybe it's my way of dealing with that.
I'm writing about this because, right now, I am feeling melancholy. Not sure why. It's been a good day. I feel ok. I just feel like pretending to sing sad songs. Weird. Later.