Today was the first day that, as far as I can remember, I left work early because I could not emotionally deal with it all. My Store Team Leader is moving to another store. I am going to sound selfish and I mean to BUT I am depressed about her moving. I don't know if I can handle a new Store Team Leader because none of the likely candidates are people who I want to work for. There are those that I can tolerate and do a good job for but overall I find none of them inspiring.
On top of all of that, the only person I consider an upholder of what my company stands for has resigned from his position and will ultimately take a leave of absence. Truth is, he is probably as sick of the bullshit that is happening on our regional level. They may not notice but there is certainly not much whole-ish about what they are doing. I am sure they notice but are choosing to ignore it. The color green can be quite blinding.
I have to remind myself that all I need to do is work and do my job to the best of my ability. And to remember that what matters most is the fact that I have a great husband, some great friends, and my health. I even have some great co-workers. I hope they all stay. I hope. Later.