Just got back from Atlanta... jeezuz, it is hot there and it is only May! While in Atlanta, I took a step class from who I assumed was one of the top instructors of the area. I assume that because the class was packed beyond belief, was during a primetime slot for teaching, and was apparently quite popular.

At the end of class, I walked over to my boyfriend, who also took class, and asked him if I looked like that during my class. Mike said, "Like that in what way?" I said, "Happy, cheerful, approachable." Mike replied, "You're not that happy, PERIOD."

While teaching step class last night, I noticed that I did not exactly exude joy. I certainly am animated when it comes to my movement and teaching. But I don't smile. I barely say anything else beyond my cueing. Am I doing this wrong? Shouldn't I be more cheerful and open? Shouldn't I interact more with the crowd? Shouldn't I be working the crowd?

I just never feel that I have to do that. I teach a good class (as I am told) and don't feel like I owe the students anything else. Maybe it is part of teaching in NYC. I always wonder why they come back again and again. I assume it's because they get a good workout. But wouldn't a bitchy instructor get on your nerves despite how good the workout is? Just wondering. Later.
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